"Avoid"

There is a kind of ppl who thinks they know themselves... always saying that they wanted to be who they are... don't wnt to be influence by others but who are they exactly? Is this really the person u are? Some choose to be a person that is ignorant and indifferent but they end up asking themselve: "why is the world so lack of love". I dnt understand!!! How can someone choose to live like a heartless zombie and choose to make his or her life not worthy...y do they want to live sad?

Wat will happen if they act friendly...or if they tell others their goal but have failed to achieved it...is it really tat shameful until u have to be an actor in ur own life? Act like u dnt care? Being care by others became smthg horrifieying because wat if this all dissapear? Ur unprotected heart will be hurt huh? This kind of ppl choose to be a clod hearted loner... but somehow in a way.. they became afraid of what they have chosen but had forgotten how to choose another path, how sad is that? Avoiding this and that...eventually end up lonesome but afraid of it..how stupid!!! Well...maybe this is just my perception...but I really think it's stupid to be afraid of wat u choose to be and end up thinking "THIS IS WHO I REALLY AM"...