Two blogs~

Sometimes I am glad that I have 2 blog^^ janice o janice~ I can never understand jow did u manage to drop everything just like that after you finished typing~

For some reason,  everytime I finished writing... everything I wrote feels like a burden that is lifted off me... I am hoping that this can continue and maybe I can figure out a solution for my problems by reading what I wrote~

Usually it works... but I wonder if I wanted to read back at all... well... let's just see how everything goes after awhile then onlly decide =)

Ultimately alone~

Nobody how many ppl surrounding me... I still feel like I am alone~ No matter when ot what... I will suddenly have that urge to cry~

I haven't shed a tear since my break up... and I dont want to... because breaking up was my decision and I don't regret it~

Eventually I put on my best smile... and go on~