I can't help myself to pity my current bf at this moment =( I feel so guilty because even he knows that he is just a rebound guy =( I feel so guilty of this~ I am not a player neither a bad person, I am really not it~
I know that he is really a great guy and I know that he is really going to give his best shot and treat me very good~ but I am beginning to doubt that if mmy heart will ever be his to take~ Will it ever be mine again? Will it ever feel again? Will it feel worthy to the kindness of this guy? I really hope that someday~ some ppl will be able to catch my heart back ='(
I like the guy so finger cross, see how well can he be~
My heart is still with her no matter I want it or not~ I STILL LOVE HER~ Sigh =(
I know that he is really a great guy and I know that he is really going to give his best shot and treat me very good~ but I am beginning to doubt that if mmy heart will ever be his to take~ Will it ever be mine again? Will it ever feel again? Will it feel worthy to the kindness of this guy? I really hope that someday~ some ppl will be able to catch my heart back ='(
I like the guy so finger cross, see how well can he be~
My heart is still with her no matter I want it or not~ I STILL LOVE HER~ Sigh =(
