I am bad =(

I can't help myself to pity my current bf at this moment =( I feel so guilty because even he knows that he is just a rebound guy =( I feel so guilty of this~ I am not a player neither a bad person, I am really not it~

I know that he is really a great guy and I know that he is really going to give his best shot and treat me very good~ but I am beginning to doubt that if mmy heart will ever be his to take~ Will it ever be mine again? Will it ever feel again? Will it feel worthy to the kindness of this guy? I really hope that someday~ some ppl will be able to catch my heart back ='(

I like the guy so finger cross, see how well can he be~

My heart is still with her no matter I want it or not~ I STILL LOVE HER~ Sigh =(

feel~

Yesterday we kissed, and I don't hate it, that's good, but I don't have that urge to do more or anything~

He is a great guy, but if I continue to feel like nothing more than just a simple like then it's going to take me another chance to find me the one :-(

I am thinking that if there is any chance I can have that feel again~ that feel of getting my breath taken away from me~ is there that again?

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