My mind is telling me that I am OK but my heart is saying, NO YOU ARE NOT OK!!!! Actually deep down~ I know =( Everytime I heard that name, images came out to hunt me~ If u don't love me and dump me as an act of cruelness, at least I can hate u~ but deep down in my heart~ I know that's not true~ I know u feel what I feel as well~ I know this feeling is true~ I know~ but knowing this just make me feel worse =(
I wonder if she really meant what she post but I have already ran out of energy to find out~ I am really too injured~ So I posted one last thing on my wall~ if this time~still no response~ then at least I will have an excuse to completely let go~
