Bad end~

Today was a great day, I get to role play as counselor in class today, I ate lunch with two nice guy, prepared my tutorial question well, went early for class, have dinner with a new friend^^ I even ate 2 bowl of rice~

However, this WAS a great day, until I went back hostel to feel invisible, unimportant and unwanted. I know I am an alien here but at least try to remember my existence... This time, I really got my heart break... even this simple request they can't do it...I am not worth to even remember? Am I really that hard to talk to? To them, who am I?

It's been so long and I have tried everything that I can, it's time to face that we can't have everything, maybe what we can't have is already destined.