I am sure~

This time I am sure I am ready^^ Ready for a relationship, because I no longer have the desire to date for fun and randomly pick someone because of bored... I think I have overcome my commitment issues and maybe it's time for me to test it out~ Just have to clear something up so that I can really go for it^^

Don't know since when, I became afraid of everything... Lately...things are going very smooth and everything is great...and that too scares me... My fear of loosing things seems to be preventing me from doing a lot but come and think of it, maybe this fear is a good thing as well...because this time I am sure that I really do care... It's been so long since I last really care for anything so deeply until I almost forgot how~ I am sure I can deal with this new feature of mine, haha~

I am sure that feeling things is not a bad thing, I will just have to figure out the manual myself on how to handle it^^ Although I wanted to say something but, something are better left unsaid^^