Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Awaking from a blur dream =)

Helping people is not a hard thing to do, but finding people that is willing to be help is hard. I find myself making the same mistake lately but I try to figure out why~ that is why I took on psychology at the first place, to know more on how people think, why people reacted the way they do. I am only human, why can't I make mistake? The hard part is not correcting ur mistake but admitting it~ As a wise man once said, taking the first step out is always the hardest =)

I do admit that I got a little upset when I dnt know about the things that I should know in some cases, just like when someone went to new york to study and abandon me through a phone call, I just suddenly have to move without being tell and lost the chance to say good bye to my friends, lost my money when it was took before telling me, sometimes people just wanna know things, I get it, because I spend my whole life experiencing it, probably not a good thing but I examine what I feel and experienced before in order for me to know what people are thinking.

Now~ I have the chance to study from all those professors and founders of how to explain human behaviour^^ I am very grateful for that, I can now say that I study behaviour~ However =( I see more ugly side of nature than before but I do know that it's part of what I will have to come across with. I am sure that I can handle it even if I don't like it yet =(

Lately, I have been experiencing some difficulties in thinking straight~ I am angry all the time~ I have a life too, which mean I have my own personal problem and I am no saint, I make mistake and might throw my anger to some other things and people but I am lucky enough that my friends are all very understanding and helping me instead of creating more problems for me =)

I am grateful for having great friends, partner, teammates and a blog, haha, to just stay by me and waiting for me to tell the shit I am dealing with~ I will treasure all this, and save it deep down in my heart^^