This new year have a great start^^ I am happy and trusting someone again and I wont deny that I am scare to trust on this particular matter again but~I am glad that I took a chance^^ I am not just giving others a chance but to myself too~ Maybe my friend is right, I did change, and I like how I changed it^^ For the first time in may years, I feel happy not because of something that I had accomplished but because I have found the courage and willingness to let myself be vulnerable again^^
There is this guy, JH, he help me know that it's been a long time since I last sit quietly to see what is around me, the green tress, blue sea, and comfy breeze that I ignore for so long~and he also thought me a lot of important things too, he can make things seems so simple and logic; Everything move slow and calm when I am with him, I like it^^ it's a man for me to rest and think^^ He is very nice and a true gentleman^^ I hope that I can have this friend for as long as I could^^ He will always be a very important person in my heart and have a spot there that nobody can replace^^
Although having a friend like that is already a great start for the year, I found someone even more special~ I guess me that is called a kitty by friends is now examining a fish~ Ironic but true, This kitty here always go for logic path but this time it let itself jump into the the world of this particular fishy, hehe~ Let's just hope I don't drown in the process " cross finger" haha^^
Now u know y this is a great start huh, wish that everyone is happy and enjoying their life^^