keep me going~

Keep having the sense of everything is falling apart. It's not the first time feeling like this but it got worse recently.

I don't know what can I do to prevent myself from becoming society's trash but I am going to fight, I have to…

I cant keep on missing out meetings, deadline and mid terms like this, I need to fight, its not going to be easy especially when you just wanna lie on your bed and sleep and when you can sleep more, you have insomnia =="

However, I found this one thing that can keep me going, for exact, this one person that can calm me down and start to care again on the things around me, I need to care, I need to find that sense of responsibility. I know what I should do and I know that I found this one strength that would keep me going =]

At least I started to ask for help and can blogging about this now~ hope that I can change to high gear soon =]

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