When you stay put in one place and do everyday thing, you will find that some little things became something that is put under the magnifieing glass~ but you walk around, do something new, you will find that your perception is wider and stronger until the extend that the problem is actually puny =]
Keep having the sense of everything is falling apart. It's not the first time feeling like this but it got worse recently.
I don't know what can I do to prevent myself from becoming society's trash but I am going to fight, I have to…
I cant keep on missing out meetings, deadline and mid terms like this, I need to fight, its not going to be easy especially when you just wanna lie on your bed and sleep and when you can sleep more, you have insomnia =="
However, I found this one thing that can keep me going, for exact, this one person that can calm me down and start to care again on the things around me, I need to care, I need to find that sense of responsibility. I know what I should do and I know that I found this one strength that would keep me going =]
At least I started to ask for help and can blogging about this now~ hope that I can change to high gear soon =]
