Summary of janice's inner world

Recently I have posting a lot, probably trying to get everything out of my system so they won't be a shield for the people around me...

Anyway... life for me is good =) I am in a stable relationship, having a job that allows me to have freedom and earning a salary that for me is good enough... haha

I don't buy branded stuff... I don't do use things that don't last either, so what's left for me to spend is food, haha, yes, I know I sound like a pig, but for a person like me... nothing makes me happier than having delicious food even though lately my appetite seems to become smaller... Hehe...

Well... you know what they say, control your diet before your body starts to expend... so I guess there is some good in me having a smaller appetite now... haha... I will never know when will this super fast metabolism of mine wears out... haha..

Lastly, I think I really need to pay more attention on my skin and really do some research about scars... time to make them go away... and I guess through typing, I just gave myself an early December target... haha

THE END~

Two blogs~

Sometimes I am glad that I have 2 blog^^ janice o janice~ I can never understand jow did u manage to drop everything just like that after you finished typing~

For some reason,  everytime I finished writing... everything I wrote feels like a burden that is lifted off me... I am hoping that this can continue and maybe I can figure out a solution for my problems by reading what I wrote~

Usually it works... but I wonder if I wanted to read back at all... well... let's just see how everything goes after awhile then onlly decide =)

Ultimately alone~

Nobody how many ppl surrounding me... I still feel like I am alone~ No matter when ot what... I will suddenly have that urge to cry~

I haven't shed a tear since my break up... and I dont want to... because breaking up was my decision and I don't regret it~

Eventually I put on my best smile... and go on~

Long programmed life

Suddenly switch from another blog to this one... and I noticed that I write longer here....
Or maybe I should say that I don't exactly try to make things short here~ =D

The words I use is the way it is... Once I typed... I don't change it if the meaning is the same... I suddenly feel like writing something with a little more elaboration~

I never thought that one of my greatest fun was to keep myself inside the room and then press my phone~ Suddenly Facebook wall became so interesting and suddenly my chair is no longer needed when  I have my bed right next to it~

I AM LIVING IN THIS PROGRAM~ =(
But I think. .. I don't wanna wake up~~ maybe in this way... living according to certain system is just simpler. .. no body cares about how unique you are anyway~~