I didn't ran away when u nid me, I stay put and help but have u notice that all these help u r getting from me is killing me? I am just human, have u even stop and notice my tired?
I didn't give up n still haven't give up waiting for u to be ready, when r u going to contact me? When r u going to realized tat being my friend is enough? Why do u choose to ignore me while I am the one who knows u and understand u? When r u going to notice me?
I am not a mind reader, if u don't tell me things, do u think tat I can understand?U ask me to spit out words but yet u r the one who push me away with ur hidden words tat didn't I was waiting for u to tell.
I lend u money when u nid it, I give u my help n stand by ur side, I treat u with sincere but every time when things go down, u pretended u know nothing because u r afraid that ppl will turn against u, what kind of friend u r? have u ever stop n think of wat kind of person u r when u act tat way? Why let me down again?
I teach u English, treat u with sincere, and listen to u when u needed someone. Why do u judged me when I needed support and when u know nothing about what happened? Can a person just forgot bout ppl's good when they screw up just that once?
When u r injured, I give u meds. I help u with ur injuries but u can't back me up just using words when I needed one? When ppl step me behind my back, y didn't u defended me? When I help u b4, u can't feel my sincerity? Why didn't u at least try to approach me?
I listen to u and comfort u when the world is against u, I try to understand the situation and help u clarify things even when that time u were actually against me and anti me. Why did u go and confront me in front of so many ppl when u could just ask me privately of wats going on first? I know u would probably say something like don't aspect returns when u do something, I don't nid this crap because I already didn't, but at least be a good person for once that don't make everyone hate u and have remorse for once in ur life~
I know ppl r not perfect, of course including me, but why do I still feel disappointment in u? Maybe because I really treat u as an important friend~ disappointment
